The day of her First
Holy Communion: from page 38
http://www.catholicbible101.com/St.%20Therese%20Story%20of%20a%20soul.pdf
St Therese of Lisieux's dress for her First Holy Communion on the wall
"At last there dawned the most beautiful day of all the days of my
life. How perfectly I remember even the smallest details of those sacred
hours! the joyful awakening, the reverent and tender embraces of my mistresses
and older companions, the room filled with snow-white frocks, where
each child was dressed in turn, and, above all, our entrance into the chapel
and the melody of the morning hymn: "O Altar of God, where the Angels
are hovering."
But I would not and I could not tell you all. Some things lose
their fragrance when exposed to the air, and so, too, one's inmost thoughts cannot
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translated into earthly words without instantly losing their deep
and heavenly meaning. How sweet was the first embrace of Jesus! It was
indeed an embrace of love. I felt that I was loved, and I said: "I
love Thee, and I give myself to Thee for ever." Jesus asked nothing of me, and
claimed no
sacrifice; for a long time He and little Thérèse had known and
understood one another. That day our meeting was more than simple recognition,
it was perfect union. We were no longer two. Thérèse had disappeared like
a drop of water lost in the immensity of the ocean; Jesus alone remained—He
was the Master, the King! Had not Thérèse asked Him to take away her
liberty which frightened her? She felt herself so weak and frail, that she
wished to be for ever united to the Divine Strength. And then my joy became so intense, so deep, that it could not be
restrained; tears of happiness welled up and overflowed. My companions were astonished, and asked each other afterwards: "Why did she cry?
Had she anything on her conscience? No, it is because neither her Mother
nor her dearly loved Carmelite sister is here." And no one understood
that all the joy of Heaven had come down into one heart, and that this heart,
exiled, weak, and mortal as it was, could not contain it without tears.
How could my Mother's absence grieve me on my First Communion Day? As Heaven itself dwelt in my soul, in receiving a visit from Our
Divine Lord I received one from my dear Mother too. Nor was I crying on account
of Pauline's absence, for we were even more closely united than
before. No, I repeat it—joy alone, a joy too deep for words, overflowed within
me.
During the afternoon I read the act of consecration to Our Lady,
for myself and my companions. I was chosen probably because I had been
deprived of my earthly Mother while still so young. With all my heart I
consecrated myself to the Blessed Virgin Mary, and asked her to watch over me.
She
seemed to look lovingly on her Little Flower and to smile at her
again, and I thought of the visible smile which had once cured me, and of all I
owed her. Had she not herself, on the morning of that 8th of May, placed in
the garden of my soul her Son Jesus—"the Flower of the field and the Lily
of the valleys"?[4]
On the evening of this happy day Papa and I went to the Carmel, and
I saw Pauline, now become the Spouse of Christ. She wore a white veil
like mine and a crown of roses. My joy was unclouded, for I hoped soon to
join her, and at her side to wait for Heaven.”
IF ONLY EVERY CHILD IS TAUGHT HOW TO EXPERIENCE JESUS, WE WOULD ALL
UNDERSTAND THE TRUTH THAT HEAVEN AND HELL EXIST.
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